the ups and downs of life -- serenity, love and happiness. one girls story.
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
my one last hope:
I had one last hope that I would walk through my house door today and see my husband.
He had a flight to come back to NYC.
But he never got on the plane...
I'm left alone and abandoned.
I have to move on.
2 comments:
Anonymous
said...
Your husband is an idiot. He is a selfish person. You are the one that knew that he was no good for you and he tricked you into trusting him again. He is not good for you and there would have never been trust again in the relationship. You were the one that mde the decision not to be with him and he could not handle that. He did you the biggest favor by not getting on that plane. I know it doesnt feel like it now but you deserve so much better than him. I hope that you do not make the same mistake with him again. You will look back on this moment when you find the real one that you were meant to be with and thank God that he didnt waste anymore of your time. You are a beautiful, wonderful, person that has a good heart and does not need to be sad over someone who can not offer anything to you. What would he bring to the relationship? What did he provide you with while he wsa living in your apartment. Is that how you wanted your whole life to be.... take it from me - personal experience. It does not get better. You are lucky. You will see. Mourn this part of your life only for a short time. You have overcome SO much more than this. I love you.
2 comments:
Your husband is an idiot. He is a selfish person. You are the one that knew that he was no good for you and he tricked you into trusting him again. He is not good for you and there would have never been trust again in the relationship. You were the one that mde the decision not to be with him and he could not handle that. He did you the biggest favor by not getting on that plane. I know it doesnt feel like it now but you deserve so much better than him. I hope that you do not make the same mistake with him again. You will look back on this moment when you find the real one that you were meant to be with and thank God that he didnt waste anymore of your time. You are a beautiful, wonderful, person that has a good heart and does not need to be sad over someone who can not offer anything to you. What would he bring to the relationship? What did he provide you with while he wsa living in your apartment. Is that how you wanted your whole life to be.... take it from me - personal experience. It does not get better. You are lucky. You will see. Mourn this part of your life only for a short time. You have overcome SO much more than this. I love you.
This is the end. I tried to make it work, and it didn't. I finally realize all this now. Thanks. Love you too! :)
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